i am so tired i’m trying so hard to cope with my depression and its just. not. working. 

i got sick and i can barely keep my head up without the top of my head throbbing so hard that i get dizzy.

on top of that, i cant quit work and they wont give me work based on my availability so i either work on days that dont work out for me or i quit 

i am so behind on my readings but i just cant seem to finish them 

i am one big mess and i hate myself for not being able to function properly :)